Wednesday, August 18, 2010

One Confused Mamma

Today was Nicole's first day of Pre-School. She was super excited and didn't seem the least bit nervous. I on the other hand.....am not doing too well. After I dropped her off I had to call Greg to keep from crying. Kami and my mom both called to see how she did. How sweet! When I picked her up she said she had a great time. She had orange popsicle all over her mouth and was so proud to present me with her first craft and a piece of chocolate just for me. She called her daddy and told him it was great. You could tell Greg wanted to talk about it and ask all kinds of questions, but she wasn't too interested in chit-chatting about it. I think she is confused why we all think it's a big deal. I am confused because I am so sad to think she is old enough for school and so sad to see her walk away, but happy she is doing so well and happy she is happy for school (and I must say that 2 hours while she was away and Caleb was asleep and my house was completely quiet....it was a little taste of what heaven will be like!!!).

And according to true Nicole form.....sounds like she got in a fight on her first day of preschool. She said something about bothering a girl and the girl throwing sand on her and her throwing it back. She wouldn't tell me the whole story, but when I took her out of the car I noticed sand all over her face and down her back. Here's to hoping she doesn't get kicked out of pre-school like she did nursery! :)

First day of school pictures taken right before we headed off to school.



Wednesday, July 21, 2010

FYI...Huge Toys R Us Clearance Sale



We went to Toys R Us to buy Caleb a float tube to use at SevenPeaks. Since summer is nearing an end, and the stores want to make room for Christmas paraphernalia (already....geez louise), Toys R Us is having a huge clearance on swim gear. I just wanted to share with you all our amazing find.


Swimways Baby Spring Float with Canopy
Regular Price: $19.99
Clearance Price: $17.59
Just remember you heard it here first!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Day 8 - Christ’s Last Week – The Resurrection

My friend Rebecca had this great idea for a bunch of us to pick a day of Christ's last week and blog about it. Then we link to each others blogs to read about each day. If you are interested in reading about days 1-7 you can link to Rebecca's blog. In her right hand column she has the links to each of the days.

And for your reading pleasure....the following is Day 8 - The Resurrection.

12 years ago I was fortunate enough to spend five months living and studying in Israel. During my time there I concentrated on reading “Jesus The Christ” by James E. Talmage, and it became scripture to me. The following is a portion of his writings about day eight and Christ’s resurrection.

Saturday, the Jewish Sabbath, had passed, and the night preceding the dawn of the most memorable Sunday in history was well nigh spent, while the Roman guard kept watch over the sealed sepulcher wherein lay the body of the Lord Jesus. While it was yet dark, the earth began to quake; an angel of the Lord descended in glory, rolled back the massive stone from the portal of the tomb, and sat upon it. His countenance was brilliant as the lightning, and his raiment was as the driven snow for whiteness. The soldiers, paralyzed with fear, fell to the earth as dead men. When they had partially recovered from their fright, they fled from the place in terror. Even the rigor of Roman discipline, which decreed summary death to every soldier who deserted his post, could not deter them. Moreover, there was nothing left for them to guard; the seal of authority had been broken, the sepulcher was open, and empty.

At the earliest indication of dawn, the devoted Mary Magdalene and other faithful women set out for the tomb, bearing spices and ointments which they had prepared for the further anointing of the body of Jesus. Some of them had been witnesses of the burial, and were conscious of the necessary haste with which the corpse had been wrapped with spicery and laid away by Joseph and Nicodemus, just before the beginning of the Sabbath; and now these adoring women came early to render loving service in a more thorough anointing and external embalmment of the body. On the way as they sorrowfully conversed, they seemingly for the first time thought of the difficulty of entering the tomb. "Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulcher?" they asked one of another. Evidently they knew nothing of the seal and the guard of soldiery. At the tomb they saw the angel, and were afraid; but he said unto them: "Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified. He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay. And go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead; and, behold, he goeth before you into Galilee; there shall ye see him: lo, I have told you."

The women, though favored by angelic visitation and assurance, left the place amazed and frightened. Mary Magdalene appears to have been the first to carry word to the disciples concerning the empty tomb. She had failed to comprehend the gladsome meaning of the angel's proclamation "He is risen, as he said"; in her agony of love and grief she remembered only the words "He is not here," the truth of which had been so forcefully impressed by her own hasty glance at the open and tenantless tomb. "Then she runneth, and cometh to Simon Peter, and to the other disciple, whom Jesus loved, and saith unto them, They have taken away the Lord out of the sepulcher, and we know not where they have laid him."

Peter, and "that other disciple" who, doubtless, was John, set forth in haste, running together toward the sepulcher. John outran his companion, and on reaching the tomb stooped to look in, and so caught a glimpse of the linen cerements lying on the floor; but the bold and impetuous Peter rushed into the sepulcher, and was followed by the younger apostle. The two observed the linen grave-clothes, and lying by itself, the napkin that had been placed about the head of the corpse. John frankly affirms that having seen these things, he believed, and explains in behalf of himself and his fellow apostles, "For as yet they knew not the scripture, that he must rise again from the dead."

The sorrowful Magdalene had followed the two apostles back to the garden of the burial. No thought of the Lord's restoration to life appears to have found place in her griefstricken heart; she knew only that the body of her beloved Master had disappeared. While Peter and John were within the sepulcher, she had stood without, weeping. After the men had left she stooped and looked into the rock-hewn cavern. There she saw two personages, angels in white; one sat "at the head, and the other at the feet, where the body of Jesus had lain." In accents of tenderness they asked of her: "Woman, why weepest thou?" In reply she could but voice anew her overwhelming sorrow: "Because they have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him." The absence of the body, which she thought to be all that was left on earth of Him whom she loved so deeply, was a personal bereavement. There is a volume of pathos and affection in her words, "They have taken away my Lord."

Turning from the vault, which, though at that moment illumined by angelic presence, was to her void and desolate, she became aware of another Personage, standing near. She heard His sympathizing inquiry: "Woman, why weepest thou? whom seekest thou?" Scarcely lifting her tearful countenance to look at the Questioner, but vaguely supposing that He was the caretaker of the garden, and that He might have knowledge of what had been done with the body of her Lord, she exclaimed: "Sir, if thou have borne him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him, and I will take him away." She knew that Jesus had been interred in a borrowed tomb; and if the body had been dispossessed of that resting place, she was prepared to provide another. "Tell me where thou hast laid him," she pleaded.

It was Jesus to whom she spake, her beloved Lord, though she knew it not. One word from His living lips changed her agonized grief into ecstatic joy. "Jesus saith unto her, Mary." The voice, the tone, the tender accent she had heard and loved in the earlier days lifted her from the despairing depths into which she had sunk. She turned, and saw the Lord. In a transport of joy she reached out her arms to embrace Him, uttering only the endearing and worshipful word, "Rabboni," meaning My beloved Master. Jesus, restrained her impulsive manifestation of reverent love, saying, "Touch me not] for I am not yet ascended to my Father," and adding, "but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God."]

Mary Magdalene and the other women told the wonderful story of their several experiences to the disciples, but the brethren could not credit their words, which "seemed to them as idle tales, and they believed them not." After all that Christ had taught concerning His rising from the dead on that third day, the apostles were unable to accept the actuality of the occurrence; to their minds the resurrection was some mysterious and remote event, not a present possibility. There was neither precedent nor analogy for the stories these women told—of a dead person returning to life, with a body of flesh and bones, such as could be seen and felt—except the instances of the young man of Nain, the daughter of Jairus, and the beloved Lazarus of Bethany, between whose cases of restoration to a renewal of mortal life and the reported resurrection of Jesus they recognized essential differences. The grief and the sense of irreparable loss which had characterized the yesterday Sabbath, were replaced by profound perplexity and contending doubts on this first day of the week. But while the apostles hesitated to believe that Christ had actually risen, the women, less skeptical, more trustful, knew, for they had both seen Him and heard His voice, and some of them had touched His feet.

According to Daniel H. Ludlow:

The resurrection of Jesus Christ is one of the most carefully documented events in history, as it should rightfully be, for it was the crowning event in the most important week in the history of the world.

The apostle John listed the following reason for including in his gospel the major events of the last week in the earthly life of the Savior: “… these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name.” (John 20:31.)

Finally, I found this talk by Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin from November 2006. I loved the entire talk, but in the interest of time I have included just a portion. I think it is so powerful, and such a heartwarming testament to the beauty and significance of the resurrection.

During my life I have heard many sermons on the Resurrection. Like you, I can recite the events of that first Easter Sunday. I have marked in my scriptures passages regarding the Resurrection and have close at hand many of the key statements uttered by latter-day prophets on this subject.

We know what the Resurrection is—the reuniting of the spirit and body in its perfect form.

President Joseph F. Smith said “that those from whom we have to part here, we will meet again and see as they are. We will meet the same identical being that we associated with here in the flesh.”

President Spencer W. Kimball amplified this when he said, “I am sure that if we can imagine ourselves at our very best, physically, mentally, spiritually, that is the way we will come back.”

When we are resurrected, “this mortal body is raised to an immortal body. … [We] can die no more.”

Can you imagine that? Life at our prime? Never sick, never in pain, never burdened by the ills that so often beset us in mortality?

The Resurrection is at the core of our beliefs as Christians. Without it, our faith is meaningless. The Apostle Paul said, “If Christ be not risen, then is our preaching vain, and [our] faith is also vain.”

In all the history of the world there have been many great and wise souls, many of whom claimed special knowledge of God. But when the Savior rose from the tomb, He did something no one had ever done. He did something no one else could do. He broke the bonds of death, not only for Himself but for all who have ever lived—the just and the unjust.

When Christ rose from the grave, becoming the firstfruits of the Resurrection, He made that gift available to all. And with that sublime act, He softened the devastating, consuming sorrow that gnaws at the souls of those who have lost precious loved ones.

I think of how dark that Friday was when Christ was lifted up on the cross.

On that terrible Friday the earth shook and grew dark. Frightful storms lashed at the earth.

Those evil men who sought His life rejoiced. Now that Jesus was no more, surely those who followed Him would disperse. On that day they stood triumphant.

On that day the veil of the temple was rent in twain.

Mary Magdalene and Mary, the mother of Jesus, were both overcome with grief and despair. The superb man they had loved and honored hung lifeless upon the cross.

On that Friday the Apostles were devastated. Jesus, their Savior—the man who had walked on water and raised the dead—was Himself at the mercy of wicked men. They watched helplessly as He was overcome by His enemies.

On that Friday the Savior of mankind was humiliated and bruised, abused and reviled.

It was a Friday filled with devastating, consuming sorrow that gnawed at the souls of those who loved and honored the Son of God.

I think that of all the days since the beginning of this world’s history, that Friday was the darkest.

But the doom of that day did not endure.

The despair did not linger because on Sunday, the resurrected Lord burst the bonds of death. He ascended from the grave and appeared gloriously triumphant as the Savior of all mankind.

And in an instant the eyes that had been filled with ever-flowing tears dried. The lips that had whispered prayers of distress and grief now filled the air with wondrous praise, for Jesus the Christ, the Son of the living God, stood before them as the firstfruits of the Resurrection, the proof that death is merely the beginning of a new and wondrous existence.

Each of us will have our own Fridays—those days when the universe itself seems shattered and the shards of our world lie littered about us in pieces. We all will experience those broken times when it seems we can never be put together again. We will all have our Fridays.

But I testify to you in the name of the One who conquered death—Sunday will come. In the darkness of our sorrow, Sunday will come.

I feel the words of Elder Wirthlin perfectly sum up our experience of studying Christ’s last week. Christ’s amazing ministry was completed with the atonement and resurrection. He did it all for us so that we may live with our family and Him again and throughout the eternities (and best of all….in a perfect body…yay! No more bad knees!!). As often as we may feel we are in the middle of a “Friday”, our “Sunday” will come. I have lived this first hand as I lived a “Friday” for 2 ½ years trying, crying and praying for a child. 3 years ago my “Sunday” came as a precious daughter and son of God chose my husband and me to adopt and raise their child. Nicole is my beautiful “Sunday”.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Abby Is Here!

My niece Abby is here! She was born on Monday and our family couldn't be happier (well, give Kami a few weeks to get over the baby blues, and she'll be as happy as the rest of us!).

March 16 - The day after Abby was born Greg and I went to see her. Abby had a million visitors that day, so it was a quick visit, but she was such a lovie.

March 17th - I took Nicole over to the hospital to see Abby and to give Kami her present. Nicole ate half the cookies we delivered and assumed when the nurse brought Kami's lunch that it was her lunch. Oh heavens, but Kami was very nice to share. Nicole just loved holding Abby and she loved to kiss her head. It shows you what a year will do. 10 months ago, when Nicole was 2, she wanted nothing to do with Caleb; but something snaps at age 3 I guess and now she loves babies. Looks like I need to space my next child.

I took Abby's newborn pictures today. Kami did great and didn't stress (although, she is a weirdo when it come to headbands and bows :) ) So look for those pictures soon!

Tasty

So my mom said I had to post this story. Tonight I was bathing the kids and in the mean time packing for our trip to St George tomorrow to visit Greg's parents. I went in the bathroom to check on the kids and Caleb...like always....had something in his mouth. No big deal, I'd just fish it out like I always do...until I realized that what I was grabbing onto was a giant green turd!!!! Yes, Caleb must have done his business, saw it floating, and thought it would be tasty. I threw up a little in my mouth and yelled, "Caleb, holy cow that is poo!!" Nicole heard the word "poo" and you've never seen a kid jump out of the tub so fast!! I quickly called my mom and asked if I needed to call poison control or something. After she finally stopped laughing (and throwing up a little in her mouth too) she told me it was fine and asked if there was anymore poo in the tub. I said no and she said that was probably because he had already eaten whatever else he had deposited into the water. Thanks mom for always being there to set my mind at ease!!! Geeze! :) Yeah, well, I brushed his teeth and tongue, but I'm still having a hard time looking at him. Gross!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

10 Days of Valentine's

Holy Guacamole....my husband does have a romantic bone in his body after all. This year he gave me 10 days of Valentines and it was wonderful, completely unexpected and completely unusual for him, unbelievably sweet and more fun than Christmas!! I don't know what made him decide to do this (I was convinced there was some bad news to come at the end like asking me for a divorce, but no such request has yet been made) or where he got all of his ideas, but he REALLY went overboard and I appreciated it so much. Thanks Gregors....I LOVE YOU!


Day #1 – Feb 5th

I woke up to sweet little writings and hearts on my bathroom mirror. He also had a gift bag with a riddle written on it. Once I answered the riddle I was able to open it. Sadly, I had to cheat and Google the riddle. Inside the bag was a giant Hershey’s kiss.



Day #2 – Feb 6th

We were in Idaho Falls to see our niece Maddy get baptized. On the drive home Greg had me get him some Kleenex from the glove compartment and inside were three letters tied in a fun red bow (note: never buy bow covered in glitter…I still can’t get all that red glitter out of my car…it has now become one with my upholstery). Each envelope was titled: Past, Present and Future. I first opened the one titled past. Greg had braved the basement and found my storage bin with all of my letters from my mission (ps…I kept every letter from my mission because they all meant so much to me. So if you ever sent me a letter, I still have it!). He found the Valentine’s card he had written me in Feb 2000. It was so fun to open that card and re-read what he had written so long ago. Then I opened the envelope titled present. It was a very sweet letter he wrote the day before about how much he loves me and our little family and how happy he is with all of us. It melted my heart! And as always, he saved the best for last….the one titled future. This letter he wrote as it if were Feb of 2040. He wrote about how thankful he was that I bought him an F250 to pull his Mastercraft boat and that he loved living on our 100 acres in Lake Shore and all of his farm animals. He was also glad that I had help to take care of the farm from my 5 daughter-in-laws that all lived with us, as well as my father and his father and that because of modern medicine they would all be able to live with us for a VERY long time. Neither of us could stop laughing as I read the letter. It was just SO Greg.

Day #3 – Feb 7th

Greg made me breakfast in bed. He cooked heart shaped pancakes covered in strawberries and whipped cream. There were also eggs, bacon and orange juice. Yummy! The hilarious part about it was that I was so surprised he made me breakfast because it was fast Sunday and Greg is such a good boy he always fasts. I thought maybe he just decided to take a day off since he was doing all of this Valentine’s stuff for me. I ended up doing the dishes because he was in a race to get ready so he could take the Young Men around to collect fast offerings. During Sacrament Meeting it finally dawned on him. He leaned to me and said, “Oh man, I shouldn’t have made you breakfast. I didn’t realize it was Fast Sunday!” I couldn’t believe it. He had forgotten even though we was in a panic all morning to be on time to collect fast offerings. Yep, the same day we give fast offerings is the same day we fast! Silly boy…but the breakfast was great, so I wasn’t complaining.

Day #4 – Feb 8th

Greg bought about 100 different Valentine’s cards (the type you give away in elementary school) and wrote a different name or nickname for me on each one and put a piece of candy in each one as well. His sister delivers mail for the post office in Salem so he had her stuff my mailbox with all of them while she was on her mail route. When I opened the mailbox to get my mail, valentines came pouring out of my box. I ended up giving all of the candy to my students in class the next day. It was a lot of candy! It had to have taken him forever to write on every one and stuff all of them.

Day #5 – Feb 9th

He was really proud of himself this day! He wanted to embarrass me and be sweet and he really succeeded in both. He has a dozen red roses (in a gorgeous vase) delivered to my classroom while I was teaching. I try to be really professional while I teach, so it embarrassed me to no end. He had a co-worked deliver them. I didn’t recognize him and first and when he initially came in the door all I could say was “What a dork!” because I was so embarrassed. When I recognized his co-workers I chased him up the stairs and begged him not to tell Greg I had said he was a dork. But guess who was right outside my door? Greg, and yes, he did hear me. He was laughing so hard and was so proud of himself. And yes, I heard a lot of “look at that girl” as I carried a HUGE vase of HUGE flowers down the halls and out to my car.


Day #6 – Feb 10th

My bathroom mirror was decorated again this day with sweet nothings and he had taped “love coupons” to the mirror. They were coupons for things like a bubble bath, or breakfast in bed, or a week of receiving flowers, etc.


Day #7 – Feb 11th

Greg’s original plan for this day was beyond thoughtful. He was set for taking a half day off of work to take the kids while a friend and I went to get a massage and out to lunch. But everything fell through. Things were crazy at work and he couldn’t get the day off and my friend was really sick. So instead that night he handed me a plastic bag with a sweater in it. The sweater was very pretty and it was so nice of him to go get me some clothes. The presentation of it was what I thought was a crack up.

Day #8 – Feb 12th

My mirror was yet again decorated and had “love coupons” taped to it. But this time the coupons were of a different sort and not appropriate for me to list on this blog. They were in jest though, as I threw them all away because never in a million years would I want any of them honored! That night we drove to St George to spend the weekend with his parents.

Day #9 – Feb 13th

Greg woke up with the kids that morning and let me sleep in. Then he came and woke me up and said to hurry and get ready because he had made an appointment for me to get a massage that morning. It was a heavenly message and I actually fell asleep at the end of it. Awww…so relaxing!

Day #10 – Feb 14th

This day was seriously so much fun. It was like Christmas morning. We all got up early to get ready for church, but first sat around Grandma and Grandpa’s bed to exchange gifts. Grandma and Grandpa gave each other a gift and then gave Nicole and Caleb each a card. I gave some family pictures to my mother-in-law and then gave Nicole and Caleb their gifts. A GIANT V-day card and conversation hearts and a new Sunday dress for Nicole and a Sunday outfit for Caleb. Nicole loves dresses and no other present could make her happier. Silly girl. I gave Greg two tickets to a Ronny Millsap concert that is in Wendover the first weekend in May. I arranged for my niece to come with us so she can watch the kids in the hotel while we go to the concert. There is probably no other concert I’d rather not go to than this, but Greg has been wanting to go forever, so I thought I’d be nice and surprise him with tickets. He is excited and I’m so happy for that. I asked him if I could listen to my iPod during the concert. Ha ha ha. As you can imagine, the answer was “no”!
Greg then gave me my final present: a ¼ carat real diamond necklace in white gold. It is beautiful and I love to wear it. He spent weeks searching the internet and going to every jewelry store in Utah County trying to find the perfect one. Might I say, he did a fantastic job!!!! I think it is the effort he put forth to get the necklace that means the most to me, but hey, having a real diamond around your neck isn’t too shabby either!!!! This was the most amazing Valentine’s Day/10 Days of my life! I’m a lucky girl!!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Happy Birthday Coley!

Our beautiful little girl turned 3 years old last Saturday (Jan 23rd). Boy does time fly! It doesn't seem that long ago we were heading up to Logan to get her, with no more than one bottle, one can of formula and one package of diapers in our possession. We refused to buy anything but the absolute necessities until we knew for sure she was going to be ours. Kristi had to bring over a pack-n-play that night so we had something for her to sleep in. I should post some pictures of her placement at the adoption agency and her night coming home and all the family here to meet her. When I get up the emotional strength to look through those pictures again, I will post them. 3 years later I still have a hard time looking at them...it was just more emotion in one day than my body and mind could process...and I think sometimes I still have post tramatic stress disorder :)

Anyways.....I took Nicole's 3 year photos, Spencer's 4 year photos, and Cameron's 'I'm just a darling little boy' photos this morning. Here is a shot that I think shows off a bit of Nicole's personality. Sometimes she has so much personality it just oozes out of her ears!


2 Nicole Stories You Have To Read
  • 2 days ago Nicole needed to go potty and so I told her to go in my bathroom since Caleb was taking a nap and her bathroom is close to his room (she tends to be very noisy while doing her business). But she insisted on going to her bathroom and so I just asked to be very quiet since Caleb was asleep. With her eyes wide open, her head tilted and her eyebrows sky high (anyone who knows her well can picture this common look of hers) she replied so matter-of-factly, "Okay Mamma, I'll just go pee-pee and my pee makes music and music will help Caleb sleep."
  • The day before the pee story I bought Nicole a little basketball and hoop at the store. She was so excited for Greg to come home so she could show him (she knows that kind of stuff makes Daddy very happy). This is exactly how she said their conversation would go: "I'll say 'daddy, daddy, daddy, daddy' and he'll say 'What!!????!!!!' and I'll say 'look at my new basketball!'" Smart kids...she knows her parents' reaction to her constant "mommy! daddy!" too well.

My Sweet Bub-bie

Look at this handsome little boy!! We took this last night before we headed to Uncle Jeffie's basketball game. Caleb is already in size 4 shoes!! What a big boy! The shoes were so heavy he didn't really know what to do. Usually when you hold his hands he'll walk and walk, but all he could do was stand there...confused as to why his legs wouldn't move. :) I love my little boy!!!!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Some Recent Newborn Pictures









Here are some newborn pictures I did for my friend's younger sister. It makes me so excited to take pictures of my neice who is coming soon! :)